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Sketches for my new banner

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The process of creating a new banner for my site, done by the very talented Daniel Acosta, produced interesting sketches, which I will proceed to include in this post for your viewing pleasure (or at least my own).

One Izar Lizarraga looking sassy.

One Manami looking catty.

One Lorenzo looking punky.

Daniel offered me four possible compositions for the banner.

I chose the last one for reasons, but I asked him to exchange the cat-girl’s pose with the one from the second composition.

That’s about it. I love the notion of opening my mail only for an artist to have sent drawings of something I’ve told him or her to draw. If I were a millionaire, I would probably do this every week.

New banner for the site

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At the beginning of this month, I started a series of posts about my attempts at finding an artist who would draw a banner for my site. Here’s the first entry of that series. I did find my artist: one Daniel Acosta, a very talented Argentinian who by his portfolio, I could tell that he would be open to drawing bizarre nonsense.

The banner is already up on my site, in case you are reading this in some format that doesn’t show the banner. Head to my landing page and you should see it.

From left to right, the drawing features Harelactal, the sasquatch goddess from this poem; motocross legend Izar Lizarraga from this novella in free-verse-poem form; Lorenzo the sentient triceratops from this bizarre thing I wrote; and Manami, the cat-girl slash willing slave from this poem. All of them belong to the yet unreleased collection of free-verse poetry titled Odes to My Triceratops and other trash, that right now you can check out in its entirety here. Some of the poems require additional revisions.

Anyway, that was all for today. See ya.

Motocross Legend, Love of My Life, Pt. 11 (Poetry)

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If you haven’t read all the previous parts or you don’t remember them well, I urge you to read this short story (or novella) from the beginning (link here).

During my fifteen minutes of quiet,
A respite from scrubbing greasy dishes,
Folding laundry, tidying up toys,
And chasing after a toddler who found joy
In turning the apartment upside down,
I retreated to our fifth-floor balcony,
And tried to settle into the bistro-style chair.
A pair of seagulls whirled over the rooftops.
I took a deep breath of the afternoon chill,
Bracing myself to confront my scarred wounds.

On the table, I rested the old tape recorder,
Already obsolete by the late nineties.
I flipped my sketchbook to a blank page,
And beside it I lined up my graphite pencils.
I adjusted the headphones to eclipse the world,
Then dared to press play on the recorder,
Inviting you in.

Your brisk teenage voice, vibrant and infectious,
Hit my insides like a rock smashing
Through a frozen lake.
An ache surged, a relentless wave,
That threatened to ravage the shores of my self
With memories too potent to withstand.

“Welcome back, stellar listeners,
To another thrilling episode of ‘Izar’s Takeover.’
I’m Izar, your DJ and host, accompanied
By the one, the only, Captain of the Cosmos!”
“Hey, folks. Who do we have beaming in
For today’s intergalactic interview?”

My fingers reacquainted themselves
With the textures of the pencil,
An extension of my nervous system,
While the fifteen-year-old cassette
Hissed and crackled.

“Hold onto your space helmets!
Today, we’re delving deep into the psyche
Of the fierce, formidable Asuka Langley,
A.K.A. the Crimson Devil,
Ace pilot of Evangelion Unit-02,
And defender of the Tokyo-3 Geofront!
Let’s find out Asuka’s favorite color,
Whether she prefers coffee or beer,
And why she has no friends.”
My teenage self pulled back.
“W-wait, I’m doing Asuka?”
Your giggles rippled the channels of time.
“Yeah, come on, do the prime tsundere.
I’ve noticed the way you stare at her.”
“Don’t make me sound creepy.”

Now that your voice carried me,
My hand drifted of its own accord,
Combining graphite with paper
And fading daylight.

My teenage self deepened his voice.
“Favorite color? Blood-red, of course.
Drinks? Coffee, when it’s arabica;
Beer, if it’s brewed in Germany.”
Struggling not to crack up, you asked,
“And friends?”
“I’ll have you know, Izar-chan,
Everyone else is an inferior specimen
Unworthy of my company.”
“Asuka, are you a cat or a dog person?”
“Penguin. Duh.”
“How many nipples does Eva-02 have?”
“Uh… three? Maybe four?”

“Asuka, you’re famed across the cosmos
For your skill in a biomechatronic superweapon,
But what drives you to stand atop as the best?”
“I must be the best! If not, then who am I?
My strength is all I have.”
“Beneath that tsundere exterior,
Your heart cares deeply, doesn’t it?
What truly motivates the Crimson Devil?”
“I fight to protect pathetic losers
Like my family of plug-suited nimrods.
But deeper than that, I fight for a world
Worth existing in, worth loving,
One where nobody has to feel alone.”

I pushed the stop button,
Cutting off a teenage voice.
My aging hand holding the pencil trembled
As my heartbeat pounded in my ears.
On the page, the contour of your face,
Along with the shape of your eyes,
Your nose, and your parted lips
Smiling mischievously,
Had manifested
As if through a blinding whiteout.

What had we been, Izar?
A boy and a girl, alone together.
Too bright, too bold, too brave.
A nova, a celestial collision.
The blood in our veins
Had flowed in a single stream.

A gaze bored into me like a needle.
My wife, wrapped in a bathrobe,
Loomed in the balcony doorway.
I slid off the headphones, then stared back
Wrung dry, with my scars peeled open.

“Have you forgotten to buy cake mix?” she asked.
After recovering from the jarring intrusion,
I retrieved the crumpled grocery list from the garbage.
“Well, maybe I didn’t write it down,” she said,
“But I definitely told you about needing cake mix.
Run down to the store and get it, please.”
How come the moment I could finally rest,
Some chore sprung up, one that couldn’t wait?

In a dream, my lawyer-wife’s belly
Grew and shrunk in rapid cycles.
She carried her organs bundled in her arms:
A bloody tangle of intestines,
A pulsing brain,
A heart-shaped piece of coal.
Dream-her, scowling, rebuked me.
“You seem like a high school student
Posing as an adult,
Trying to take responsibility
For the mess you’ve created.”

Dream-her must have taken notes
From the ghost of my wife I conjured up
In daydreams, to build up my defenses
Against forthcoming arguments.
In the realm of matter, we merely coexisted:
Two planets orbiting a toddling star,
Exhausted by their revolutions.
Yet, both of them, my wife and son,
Demanded all my energy and focus,
As if the cramped quarters of my soul
Hadn’t been filled to capacity
By the specter of you.

Some days, I forgot you were dead;
Your laughter echoed through our home
To fade as a ringing in my ears.
Other days, a frigid wave of sorrow crashed
And drowned my surroundings in darkness,
Submerging me to a depth where time slowed,
And light could no longer penetrate.

The nocturnal breeze chilled my face
As I clutched the balcony railing.
To my left, a dark-gray road
Lined with bare-branched trees,
Their limbs stretching upward,
Sliced through apartment buildings
Toward Juncal Church, whose steeple,
Etched against Mount Jaizkibel,
Towered over the Roman museum.
The church’s clock face reflected
A sky punctuated by dazzling stars.

You stood in my periphery,
Hands jammed in your jacket pockets,
Your silhouette rimmed in starlight.
To succeed in our elopement
And fulfill the wish from a decade ago,
To flee this pain-burdened city
Where all I did was waste away,
I only needed to grab your warm hand,
And jump from this fifth-floor balcony
Into the hard asphalt below.
The world would vanish in a puff,
And we would drift upward and upward
To that ocean of forever,
Where we’d get to play among the stars.

I dreamt of our last moment together.
The amber glow of streetlights
Swirled like auroras in the rain-laced air.
You parked in front of the candy shop.
Drenched under the torrential barrage,
We clambered off and removed our helmets.
The taste of rain mingled with your saliva
While the Aprilia’s idling engine rattled
Like a hiker hopping from foot to foot,
Eager to move on.

We wished each other good night.
Thunder growled as you straddled
Your gleaming yellow-and-white bike.
You pulled on your helmet,
Gripped the handlebars,
Lifted the side stand with a kick,
Leaned forward, and twisted the throttle.
Your Aprilia roused with a throaty roar,
Then sped into the rain-engulfed night.

My chest strained with the weight
Of the countless combinations of words
I could have uttered back then
To save your life.

Had I insisted on accompanying you,
We might have woven ourselves into the night,
Resting in the refuge of your childhood bed,
Immersed in each other’s warmth.
Or we might have crashed on the highway,
Where we would have drawn rain-flecked gasps
Lying shattered on the bloodied grass
Amid scrap metal and broken glass.
Either way, I wouldn’t have left you alone.

At the Mount Igueldo amusement park,
A pine tree cast its dappled shade
Upon person-sized mushroom sculptures
With dot-speckled red caps,
And stout stems featuring cartoon faces.
Amid the mushrooms, fairy-tale gnomes
Stood brandishing shovels and pickaxes,
Caught in eternal toils.

Along the tracks, the train came crawling,
Its design imitating a bygone steam locomotive
Painted sky blue, sunny yellow, and candy red.
As the train passed in front of the mushrooms,
My wife, encapsulated in that vibrant world,
Leaned toward our son seated beside her.
“Look who it is, honey. Wave to daddy.”
My beaming boy recognized me as his father,
A beacon in this unfathomable universe,
And waved exuberantly.
A pang tore through me,
But I raised my hand to reciprocate
With a smile bolted onto my face.
If I were living the life intended for me,
I would have never met this family.

One Friday evening, in the living room,
Our toddler, sitting on a playmat
Amid a disarray of plastic blocks,
Replicated his giraffe plush toy
Drawing on a dry-erase board.
My wife and I, slumped on the couch,
Settled on the escape of fast food.
She suggested Chinese,
But in my mind, a hole had opened
Into the vault of memories,
And I remembered a scarlet polo shirt.
I insisted on ordering pizza,
Then looked up the number of that shop
Located downtown, beyond the bridge
That spanned the railroad tracks,
In the sloping Lope de Irigoyen Street,
Where you delivered pizzas
For money and adrenaline
Back when we were teens.

After placing the order, I couldn’t sit still.
I roamed the apartment,
Drank water only to drink more,
Splashed my face at the bathroom sink.
Anxiety built up in my chest,
Sweat beaded on my brow.
I saw you hanging out in front of the shop,
Chatting animatedly with the other drivers.
Once the cooks had finished baking,
You put on your scarlet cap,
Loaded the pizza into the cargo box,
Then rode the scooter across Irún,
Heading to my home.

The buzzer startled me.
I checked the monitor:
The building’s front door swung shut.
A minute later, the doorbell rang.
Heart lodged in my throat,
A foolish and fraying part of me
Hoped against everything I knew
That time would fold upon itself.
I stumbled to the entrance,
Paused, took a shaky breath,
And peered through the peephole.
There you stood, sixteen again,
Clad in the scarlet cap and polo shirt,
Balancing a pizza box on your palm.

My heart sputtered back to life,
And I threw the door open.

As I gazed into those chocolate eyes,
A wave of vertigo swept over me.
Your mouth stretched in a grin,
Exhibiting crooked front teeth.
“One family-size pepperoni pizza.”
Your youthful voice pierced my ribcage
And stirred the liquifying viscera.

You offered the hot cardboard box,
That smelled of burnt crust and grease.
I realized I held bills.
Your caramel ponytail swayed
As you fished into your fanny pack,
But when you extended the change,
I closed your fingers around the coins
With my larger, trembling hand.
“Oh, that’s my tip?” you chirped.

A lump welled up in my throat,
One I couldn’t swallow nor breathe past.
“Enjoy your pizza, sir,” you said,
Then tipped your cap as a goodbye,
And trotted down the stairs.

My lips quivered.
The back of my eyeballs burned.
The pizza box tilted downward
And thudded onto the floor.
I hunched over and covered my face.
The dam containing a lifetime’s laughter
Creaked, cracked, and burst.

Author’s note: today’s songs are “K” by The Clientele, and “Diez años después” by Los Rodríguez.

If you enjoy my free verse poetry, I have three books worth of it yet to be self-published. Check it out.

Motocross Legend, Love of My Life, Pt. 10 (Poetry)

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If you haven’t read all the previous parts or you don’t remember them well, I urge you to read this short story (or novella) from the beginning (link here).

On my train ride back from work,
Inside an eggshell-white passenger car,
Slumped with weariness in a plasticky seat
As if my muscles and bones sought to dissolve,
Lethargy pulled down my eyelids
While I fought to remain awake.
At my stop, I exited dragging mutinous feet,
Then trudged my way to a purported refuge.

In the past, after the workday had drained me
And I returned to my parents’ apartment,
I ensconced myself in my childhood bedroom.
Many such afternoons, I dropped onto bed,
Where, as white noise coursed through my limbs,
I slipped into daydreams or hallucinations.
Now, when I opened my apartment’s door
To the smell of home-cooked food
Mingled with those of baby powder and cigarettes,
I faced my lawyer-turned-stay-at-home-mom,
Who looked pale and jittery, stimulated by a cocktail
Of caffeine, nicotine, and food-derived boosters.
She unloaded her day’s frustrations onto me,
Her patient listener and supportive husband,
Who could barely string coherent sentences.

I yearned to collapse onto the couch
And indulge in the oblivion of mindless shows,
But my wife had waited for the chance to escape
And puff on her damnable sticks in the balcony,
So I, as if prodded by a cattle farmer’s pole,
Was thrust into a chain of duties.

I tended to our baby, who spent his waking life
Cooing, babbling, crying, and pooping.
I changed his diapers, bottle-fed him formula,
Wiped the trickle of milk dripping from his chin,
Played with him until his squeals fizzled out,
And struggled to soothe his colicky self.

I went out on evening errands
Such as buying snacks or cigarettes,
Fetching prescriptions from the pharmacy,
Or perusing supermarket aisles for deals.
I held plastic-wrapped packages of meats
While the fluorescent tubes overhead
Bounced reflections off the polished tiles.

As if the apartment wanted to fall apart,
I had to replace burned-out bulbs,
Repair leaky faucets,
Unclog slow-draining pipes;
Tasks that I, who had grown up drawing,
Should have known by instinct how to do.

I didn’t complain against an adult’s fate,
That of ants, termites, or bees,
Perpetually teeming.
Besides, I received the orders from my wife,
Who had sought me out and witnessed me.
I had become a vessel for her hope,
And I didn’t dare discard it.

In the amber glow of the nursery lamp,
I rocked our baby in my arms
And crooned “Brahms’ Lullaby”
As I paced under the gaze of a plush giraffe.
Sleep is a realm, or a void,
Into which one eagerly dives and drowns.
Why would a baby fight the descent?
What better way to spend one’s time,
What lovelier gift could anyone hope for
Than a momentary reprieve from consciousness?

After my baby’s eyelids drifted shut
And his drowsy coos trailed off,
With him cradled in his crib,
I snuck into the master bedroom
And slid under the covers
Beside my wife’s warmth.
As I lay like a bruised, spent sailor
Whose ship had battled tempests,
Finally left alone, I sank
Into the ocean of the subconscious,
From whose murk you emerged,
Gliding through the viscous tides,
Your caramel locks billowing,
Arms extended toward me.
Tangled and embraced, we swam
Out of reach from the surface.

Through a gap in the bathroom door, I glimpsed
My topless, teary-eyed wife’s reflection.
She was grimacing bitterly at her midriff:
Over the waistband of her panties, which pressed
Into the softened roundness of her lower belly,
The overhead light accentuated, deepened,
A cluster of stretch marks surrounding the navel
In patterns of silvery and flesh-toned scratches.
With a fingertip, she traced the striae
That reminded her of the burden taken on,
And the toll it had exacted.

He lay cocooned in a blue woolen onesie,
His chubby fists curled near his cheeks,
His pacifier abandoned in a corner
Like a bone of a half-consumed victim.
From his barrel-shaped chest,
The ribs rose and fell rhythmically
As his small lungs expanded and contracted,
Preparing to spew volcanic ash.
Overlooking this dormant bundle of rage,
This little tyrant from a hostile planet,
I, his caretaker, or slave, stood motionless,
Dreading that the alien would awaken
And, while thrashing his tiny limbs,
Erupt in an incandescent wail
That would pierce my eardrums
And ripple through my bones,
Shattering my sanity.

The shower’s scorching jets
Steamed as they scoured my skin,
Streaming down my hunched spine.
I clawed at my skull;
Another goddamn Monday morning
Of a suffocating cycle
That would last lifetimes.
What was I holding out for?
That your ghost would burst in
And whisk me away from this cage
To resume where we had left off
A decade ago?

Cloistered within steam,
Under the drumming of water,
I whispered “Izar, Izar, Izar,”
A plea for help, an invocation.
The hooks were carving deeper,
And trickles of blood
Were dragged down the drain.

In a weekday evening, crumpled on the couch,
I had drifted off only to jolt awake.
A cartoon flickered on the TV screen,
Mingling its colors with the apartment’s lights.
At the edge of my blurred vision,
My son’s toddling form loomed
As he, clad in dinosaur pajamas,
Dragging a stuffed plush puppy,
Explored the living room
In a quest for the limits of the known,
Or anything to gum and drool on.
His clumsy fingers seized the remote,
That he shook experimentally.
The TV blackened.

Author’s note: today’s song is “La puerta de al lado” by Los Rodríguez.

If you enjoy my free verse poetry, I have three books worth of it yet to be self-published. Check it out.

Posted a commission on ArtStation for a header #9

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The day of reckoning has finally arrived: I have found my artist. Before I go in depth about the person in question, I’ll give a shout out to the couple of artists who offered themselves this weekend, with no luck:

  • David Becerra Silva (portfolio): a talented artist with a bold, action-oriented style that I like a lot. Not what I wanted for this job.
  • Saúl A. Arcucci (portfolio): a unique vision focused on dark fantasy. Quite interesting material. He could do bizarre well, but not the absurd, silly angle that accompanies most of my material.

Anyway, my chosen talent is Daniel Acosta, an artist from the land of Andrés Calamaro and Ariel Rot: Argentina. I can’t even with this guy’s talent and imagination. Check out his range:

Isn’t he grand? He’s the only artist who gave me the confidence that he could pull off bizarre yet silly material such as the sasquatch goddess (who is very much a sasquatch) and the sentient triceratops named Lorenzo, in addition to the lovely cat-girl Minami and motocross legend Izar Lizarraga. So in a couple of weeks or so I’ll be short 250 USD, but thankfully I’m made out of money, and I’ll have emblazoned my website with a header that I’ll love to stare at for years to come.

Tomorrow at work I’ll send personalized apology emails to all the other authors whom I had considered and that were informed of that fact. As for you reading these words, if you are neither me nor one of the artists in question but instead an author who has found your artist of choice through these posts, at my expense, I hope you’re grateful.

Posted a commission on ArtStation for a header #8

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Another day, another entry of this popular series. Just five artists to consider today.

The style I’m searching for is somewhere between the following examples, belonging to the portfolios of some of the artists who have offered themselves: 1 – 2 – 3 – 4 – 5 – 6 – 7 – 8

Here’s the artist whose talent has impressed me enough that I’ll consider her when time comes to choose:

  • Srish Nair (portfolio): a unique artist with a fantastic sense of color. She has also drawn some weird stuff, so perhaps she’d be able to handle nutty material like the sasquatch goddess (who is, despite instincts to the contrary, a sasquatch) and the sentient triceratops.

Here are the drawing persons whose talents I won’t consider further for this particular project:

  • Mónica Acosta (portfolio): very talented fellow Spaniard who wants to work in the game industry. I like her style a lot, it just isn’t what I want for this project.
  • Conscious Meat (portfolio): a unique vision with a matching name. I see myself paying this creature for a drawing, just not this one.
  • Setsu Setsy (portfolio): a gorgeous, dark, horror-oriented style. I love it in general, but it’s hardly related to what I’m looking for right now.
  • Chris Rutayisire (portfolio): competent stuff. Incompatible with my stories.

That’s all. Hope weather is good wherever you live.

Posted a commission on ArtStation for a header #7

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Throughout yesterday’s hellish day at work, and an afternoon in which I finished the latest chapter of my ongoing story, I had artist after artist offering themselves for the job listing I posted on ArtStation, one I was on the verge of closing. What the hell is up with you, artists? Are you that desperate for work? Anyway, today I woke up to find out that someone from the US, presumably one of the artists, checked out the entirety of my tale of motocross legend Izar Lizarraga, for which I’m grateful. I’m a cranky loner, but I still like when people read my stuff.

The style I’m searching for is somewhere between the following examples, belonging to the portfolios of some of the artists who have offered themselves: 1 – 2 – 3 – 4 – 5 – 6 – 7

Here is the single artist from this batch whose talent has impressed me enough that I will consider her seriously for the “prize” of having to draw my header in exchange of money:

  • Laila Arêde (site): fantastic style, a unique vision that approaches what I’m searching for. I’m tempted to call her a genius. My issues with it: may not be “loopy” enough for my material, and is perhaps too feminine for sasquatch goddesses and sentient triceratopses.

Here are the artists whose talents I won’t consider further for reasons:

  • Nikita Atrenev (portfolio): this person has an excellent ability to use colors in a way that makes the illustrations look very realistic. But for this job, I need a different set of skills.
  • Zamfir Sinziana (portfolio): very interesting work that would do great in game cards or visual novels. I find this person’s backgrounds particularly attractive. Wrong style for this job, I’m sorry to say.
  • Kaide Robertson (portfolio): a fellow who’s majoring in writing and who proved that he had read at least my sasquatch-related story. Unfortunately, his visual work doesn’t cut it even just compared with today’s batch of applicants.
  • Lucy Finch (portfolio): I love her medieval stuff; great use of colors to elevate her drawings. Wrong style for what I want.
  • Kauan Dias (portfolio): a unique, gorgeous style paired with a great imagination. I see myself paying this person for a job, just not this one.
  • Mailen Jacome (portfolio – instagram): very talented lady. I appreciate her attention to detail. Wrong style.
  • TszHin Lau (portfolio): intriguing line-based style that unfortunately lacks when compared with other artists from today’s entry.
  • Sebastián Ceballos (portfolio): a unique, very personal vision, that unfortunately doesn’t align with what I want.
  • Gabo Zeta (site – portfolio 1 – portfolio 2): cases like these hurt: he’s clearly very talented, passionate, confident, and with a fully-developed personal style. It just happens that it doesn’t match what I want.
  • Chloe Boetcher (portfolio – instagram): very talented, with a careful style that I appreciate a lot. Doesn’t match the anxious, loopy tone that I’m searching for, though.

Considering applicants takes hours; no wonder people hire secretaries. Whoever you are, I hope you got something out of this post. Now back to ordering the notes for my next chapter.

Posted a commission on ArtStation for a header #6

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How y’all doing on this lovely Monday morning? You know the drill by now: I paid for a job listing on ArtStation so willing artists would offer their services. My goal: to end up with a good header for my site, one that I wouldn’t mind staring at for years to come.

The style I’m searching for is somewhere between the following examples, belonging to the portfolios of some of the artists who have offered themselves: 1 – 2 – 3 – 4 – 5 – 6 – 7

Here’s the latest batch of artists who have bravely offered their talents:

  • Kirin Kar-Wai (portfolio): a unique, very interesting style, but one that clashes with what I want.
  • Ertan Ceyhan (portfolio – instagram): super talented dude. Extraordinary attention to detail. Not what I want right now.
  • Beau Madden (portfolio): I’m not sure what to say in cases like these (and I’ve had a few). Thank you for being brave, I guess.
  • Giulia Minutillo (portfolio): very talented artist who does interesting stuff with color. I feel bad for not considering this one further, maybe in part because she said that she was “really fascinated” by my writing. Although I suppose that’s what someone applying to a job offer of this kind says.
  • Nikodem (portfolio): a growing author who is unfortunately not on the level of the examples provided above.
  • Tim Msibi (portfolio): a cool, dynamic comic book style that doesn’t match what I want.

The volume of emails has slowed down conspicuously, and disappointing so many artists by sending back “Sorry, but…” is making me sick. I think I’m going to shut down this job listing and choose the “winner” among those artists whose examples I have provided.

Posted a commission on ArtStation for a header #5

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Welcome to yet another instance of me mentioning several artists by name, and potentially annoying them. You should already know what this is about: I posted a job listing on ArtStation because I wanted someone talented to replace the awful AI-generated header of my site with something I would love to stare at every day for years to come.

The style I’m searching for is somewhere between the following examples, belonging to the portfolios of some of the artists who have offered themselves: 1 – 2 – 3 – 4 – 5 – 6 – 7

Sadly none of the following artists match what I’m searching for style-wise.

  • Lina Russo (portfolio): I’m very fond of her drawings, but wrong style for what I want.
  • Gianpiero Mangialardi (site): a tremendous pro that apparently has produced covers for dozens of books. I’m very impressed with his stuff. Wrong style, though.
  • Loan Art (portfolio): huge talent, very unique stuff. Same thing.
  • Out Class (site): a collective of talented pros. They have pointed out two artists in particular, specialized in comic book styles, but that’s not quite what I’m looking for.
  • Diya Sengupta (instagram): very talented artist with an extremely unique style. I like it a lot, yet…
  • Alejo Vigliani (portfolio): fantastic work that would do great for hard-boiled, grungy projects. Mine’s not one of them, though.
  • Michelangelo Di Gregorio (portfolio): I’m impressed by his stuff, and I appreciate that he’s from Rome (the old Rome would have continued to exist, if I had any say in it). He approaches the anxious, loopy vibe I was going for, but not quite as well as the examples above do for me.
  • Kamilla Egri (portfolio): I like her drawings in general, particularly her use of colors. Not comparable to the drawings I’ve put as examples, though.
  • Adrian Merchan (portfolio): an interesting style, but not what I want.

Nobody else has applied so far; maybe the onslaught of emails will slow down to the point that closing the job listing will make sense.

A curious detail I’ve come across: after informing some artists that their style didn’t match what I was looking for, some of them were eager to try and mimic those other styles. Is that something that visual artists actually enjoy doing? As a writer, if someone suggested that I should change my artistic voice to match what they prefer, I’d be tempted to tell them to eat a dick. Maybe visual artists are more adventurous.

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After a busy morning working as a computer technician at a hospital, which has absolutely nothing to do with writing, I’m too tired to edit the current part of my ongoing story, so I figured that instead of wasting the afternoon, I could catch up on the numerous new replies I’ve gotten to my job listing on ArtStation for a header to my site. Who knew there were so many artists in the world?

The style I’m searching for is somewhere between the following examples, belonging to the portfolios of some of the artists who have offered themselves: 1 – 2 – 3 – 4 – 5 – 6 – 7

I connected with the art of the following artists to the extent that I’ll consider their work when time comes to choose, as well as for future endeavors:

  • Alicia Bernáldez (site): apart from being a fellow Spaniard, she offers an enchanting style that’s uniquely hers. I love discovering an artist whose stuff would have hardly come out of anyone else.
  • Bruno Gonçalves (portfolio): a huge talent able to create the kind of works that I wouldn’t mind hanging on my walls. I love his attention to detail. He also pointed out the fact that I’m reporting on those who have offered their services, and he didn’t seem outraged by it. Although I’ll consider his talent and I’m happy to give him free publicity on my humble site, it doesn’t match the style I was going for.
  • Mae Dominguez (portfolio): gorgeous drawings, a very unique talent, but I write an anxious, loopy, generally disturbing kind of fantasy.

I failed to connect with the art of the following artists to the extent that sadly I won’t consider their work further, for different reasons:

  • Valentine Tomeh (portfolio): I love some of this person’s drawings, and they make a great use of colors, but the style doesn’t match what I’m looking for.
  • Mohamadali Moh (instagram): interesting and unique style. Not for this project, though.
  • Anna Ballestero (portfolio): another fellow Spaniard who loves Baldur’s Gate 3 (count me as one of them). I like her style, but it isn’t what I want.
  • Bruno Gonçalves (portfolio): I like how lifelike he makes the people.

I have yet to answer to like seven artists. Have I mentioned how much I hate replying to the humans whose works I won’t consider further? I imagine them opening my email only to find out that their day has gotten a little worse. That said, many more out there aren’t brave enough to show themselves.